December 2011
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Blargh
My friend has free tickets for us to go to an amusement park all day. Just the two of us.
Which is yay!
But with just us two I think she might notice if I don’t eat. What kind of food do they event have?
I hope if I get into that environment I don’t just say “fuck it.” and eat a funnel cake. x-(
But probably not because when I say fuck it I usually binge. That would...
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34688) I wear tight clothes for two reasons: I...
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Plan of action.
I need to lose 15 pounds, just to start with. I was gonna post a picture of my stomach but after I took it I wanted to cry. I think I’ve been avoiding my own reflection.
- Ignore the croissants mom just bought. (my favorite)
- Ignore all other food.
- Play the Sims 3
- Weigh tomorrow.
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Anonymous asked: i just read the two posts about your purging. i don't know if anything i could say would help to combat your purging but all i can say again is that you're so fucking beautiful and perfect. i wish i could say/do something more to help. i'm scared for you.
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What the fuck is wrong with me.
Midnight. I just went downstairs and dug into the trash can to retrieve this bag of madeleines (these french shortbread cookies) that I threw away this morning after lying to my mom and saying they went bad.
I wanted them gone. I was ignoring them for days then today I decided I didn’t want to take a chance.
All day I told myself to take them out of he bag and put them down the garbage...
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